Saturday, May 1, 2010, 10:41 AM : writes:
im wonderin what he thinks about me
the title is
I WAS LUCKY TO POSTPHONE MY TRIP
HEY ALL.. I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE DOIN GOOD..
AFTER 5 MONTHS OF FEELING SO ALONE.
I MET SOMEONE.
AMONG ALL THE SWEETALKERS IN THIS WORLD I KNOW, HE IS SO DIFFERENT
HE SAID THINGS THAT GUYS WONT SAY TO ME.
HE TOLD ME IM SPOILT AND STUFF.
HE DIDNT EVEN SAY A WORD THAT COMFORTED ME AT ALL
NOW THAT'S THE GUY I'VE BEEN SEARCHIN FOR
I WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WHOLE WORLD HOW MUCH I M INTERESTED IN HIM AND WOULD BE THE HAPPIEST GIRL IF HE SAYS HE FELT THE SAME WAY TOO
IM AFARID NOW I MIGHT BE SYIOK-ING SENDIRI..
A SIMPLE LUV FROM HIM AT TAGGED MELTS ME LIKE A CHEESE IN THE OVEN
HAHA FOR REAL
WHEN I GET ALOT OF LUVS FROM OTHER GUYS IN TAGGED ITS JUST DIFFERENT
AM I IN LOVE?
HELL YES..
BUT IS HE FEELING THE SAME WAY?
I DONT THINK SO!
AFRAID..
AFRAID TO SPEAK IT UP
IM AFRAID HE WONT LIKE IT.
AFRAID I MIGHT LOSE HIM AFTER THE CONFESSION
i afraid i might not be his cup of tea.
he said he wud prefer other girls then i do becoz im spoilt
well ..
i may not have the prettiest face or the skinniest waist or the best dressed kinda girl..but i hope its not a offence for me to fall for you
you amaze me. you open my eyes
you dont pretend
evrytime i talk to you i smile. even when you're not jokin coz i imagine how lucky if i was yours
evrytime when i say 'tunggu jap' 'gimme a moment' i was jumping coz you said stuffs that melts me.
im so in love xia.
oh ya that time he 'accompany' me sleep thru the phone.
i was like melting my way to sleep.
ya...i really didnt expect that
what makes me think he feel the same is because he definately want a pretty girl whereas im much much are from pretty .
and he ever said "i would rather be with a minah then you"
on our first talk. and it did dissapoint me a lil but yeah..
i have to accept it.
haha
i cant always get what i want in life. i must learn to wait and apreciate whatever that i get.
i know that he would obviously know that i like him after reading my blog.
with that i would want you to shut ur mouth and not say a word you read here when we're talking.
lastly i want to say sorry
i mean no disrespect.
im sorry if your'e not gonna like it.
and *insert name here*
be mine? haha dream on ida!!
but hey.. never in my life i did think i would find someone so utterly and completely diff
someone who made me feel so real than i can imagine off
someone who touch my heart so profoundly and just gave me whole new reason to
change.
CHEERS AND BEERS
Herdawati
