Childhood days;

Sunday, November 8, 2009, 11:48 AM :

insomnia is killing ! fake writes:

hello and welcome back ida haha..

Okay to all people who knows me.. (especially who i cancelled ur appointments las minute)

i would like to actually fit in this short post here too...

i have not been shoting pics like almost a year.. and i

really apologise..

how i wish i cud get a cannon camera for my birthday..

talking about birthday, muhd adi daniel's birthday is

coming soon and he is charmingly turning into a year

old! how cute is dat..

i didnt turn up for my arwah nenek (late grandmother)

kenduri.. because i had to neet someone but she didnt

turn up. i got to know sh is facing some big problems

which i believe i myself cant help her out. but dang if

only i knew that she 's not gonna turn up i wud gladly

go to my family's gathering.

what a waste.

and i feel bad about it okay, but nobody knows it.

i cant blame her for that coz she didnt ask for the

problem she is facing now. unless she act it out so well.

okay next!!!!

i apologise deeply and sincerely.. i didnt do it on purpose . and i've got an explanation for it...

explanation:
im suffering from INSOMNIA (which exactly means sleeping disorder)

that is the reason why i choosed to blog about ,like right now..

clock shows me 3.52 am

and i cant FUCKING GO TO SLEEP..

den around 6 am i'll feel sleepy den i'll sleep until evryone comes home(office hours)

people might not get the picture.. sometimes they get me wrong.

( did i just said sometimes? what i actually mean is ALL OF THE TIME!!)

i cancelled alot of appointments and ,gatherings due to this shitty sickness i'm suffering from

what a luck!

sometimes it makes me feel im born to be an american.. coz when our side of the world is sleeping ,its their time wake up and do their stuff..

haha what a wild and so-not-gonna-happen imagination

okay lets make it simple..

i apologise to all my fellow friends once again for any inconvinience cause on their part.

sleepy now? hell no.. everyone is asleep now. snoring,scratching here and there. but me.. trying to get to bed but what a suffer!!

whoever are in my shoes will understand why and how hard it is to sleep

and to put on a thick face to apologise for this stupid sickness

sincerely

ida ace sachiko