i mean his all mine n nobody cud ever share hym with me..
i loved him wiff all my heart..
n yup i was jealous..
i over reacted..
until he said "okayy leave me den."
he wants me tuhh leave him..
what else cud i do?
i wanted to say no i didnt want.. but
den when i think back..
he dont deserve me..
im not good enough for him..
i failed my exams.. n i let him down..
he wanted me tuhh pass my exams..
yeap.. i guess..
a failure like me.. is not for him
to anione who get his love..
please treasure it kayy?
u wont regret..
n now he hates me..
what can i do?
i admit i love him n still do.. n i never regret having gim by my side for the 11 months+
he's a great guy.
n too good for me..
he changed me from a FANATIC MINAH to a "sit down n think what im going to do for future" girl..
n i did dat because i love him n anted to impress his mom..
i want us to be forever..
but i guess he still dont get dat im a type of person who easily gets jealous..
i was so mad dat i over reacted..shud i say moodswiing? ..
he is having more fun now dat we're done..
n i cant do much..
just hope n pray for the best for him.
"b..i tau u taqnak bbl dgn i lagy..but.. aniwae..jage diri u baek2 tau.. kalau u bace nie..i nak u tau yg i maseh sygkan u.i mintaq maaf.n jage dea baek2... take care"