Childhood days;

Thursday, October 23, 2008, 3:10 AM :

last day of SCHOOL writes:

im transferring to chai chee secondary IF THERE'S A place for me..

haha..

kinda sad.. n surely im gonna miss my brothers n sisters..

he HATES ME NOW FOR SURE! i was mad at him like so fuckin mad!!

he saed dat he's not dat sad because he got my ************* already

like wth!

okay

i made a mistake by making a decision when im mad..

but aniwae..

things happens for a reason

what i want now is SOMEONE TO FOLLOW ME TO BIENNALE 2008
I WANT BARNEY TO FOLLOW ME

but how??

he n me are not in good terms..

nnt dea pk laen plak..

i also want to meet him for the last tyme before i really move on..

n i tot dat biennale 2008 will be a perfect outing for US. only the twwo of us!!

its impossible la aniwae..

hmm..

aniwae darlinks!

todayy was the last day of school kan..

in the early mornink mr ang bought us to the comp lab..

surf the net till 10 am..

n den cried like crazy..(coz i missed him)

ainie comforted me..

was touch by her love towards me..

n im leaving her

n all my sisters n brothers

was so sad..

den when out..

bullied some kids..

(he used to advice me not to..haha i miss dat)

n den clean the class room..

nuraini was accidentally splashed with water n she was drench wet
thankz to green goblin!

it was the last day c-rap will be togather as a class..

haha

miss those moments

when bck..
met a friend..

she asked me.. "eh kao amcm?"
(how are you?)

i said "not really okaay"

"kenape siol?" (what happened?")

"im sick ah."

my friend then ask me..

"sape mataer kao?"
(who's ur guy?")

i proudly said
" barney! my sayang la.. igt?
yg aku blg pasal 9 tahon tu?"

(barney! my dear dat i told u abt the 9 years thingy?)

then i hold my tears back.

then she say
"i hope U LAST LONG. i gotta go ah nak ambek adek aku"
(i hope u last long.i gotta go now to fetch my lil brother")

i saed.."thankz n just smiled."

i walked away

n tears starts to roll down my cheeck..

i seriously miss him

kite da sumpah atas name ALLAH
But we didnt make it

i hope he will always be happy..

with his ffriend farah

nvm!

"ida mesti kuat tau kalau ida sayanag barney"
he used to comfort me n say dat when i cry.

everything i do..

every step i take..

his on my mind.

n i want him back.

ida ace sachiko

i will wait .. n when i sae.. i do it.

coz i love him