Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 5:31 PM : AKU STRESS PE?! writes:
im stress..
feeling hopeless.. gile..
the marks have not been finalised but yet there's a big oppurtunity of me STAYING BACK
i dont believe it..
i have never failed before..
this feeling suck.
its just not my year..
but aniway if im stayng back..
maybe im taking private..
told him.
n he said
"no use if u want to go private but nvr study?"
sad.speechless..
yesterday i went to swensen with family.
when back n called hym.
n den i got to noe he was on the phone
n he denied.
he lied.
to me.im dissapointed in u.
but i duwanna drag. there's so many things running in my mind ryte now.
lol.
aniwae.
"have some faith sista.dnt give up just yet. just think positive n dont admit defeat"-zaqia
"everbody make mistakes u must not repeat the same mistake and prove to ppl tat u can make it dont feel hopeless.WONDERFUL about mistake is to learn from it and not ot repeat."-rizal
"atleast u retain n not go to technical.. dats one positive side u can see."- firdaus
"retain doesnt mean its the end. its a 2nd chanceto correct a mistake n make it nxt tyme.. i love you sis."-khai
"take your time n think..i love you"-barney
etc.
thankz people!!
dont admit defeat.
take one step at a time ida.
i turn myself over a new leaf. it takes time.
n changing isnt easy.
but i say,
i did make a great job,aniwae.. i nid u ppl to cheer me up n encourage me. seriously.
till here.
need to find peace.
ida ace sachiko
from REBEL to a RESPONSIBLE girl. =)
