Monday, November 14, 2011, 5:43 AM :
writes:

I got alot of things to say share tell :) yeayyy! Hmm okay aniway kadang2 betol cakap orang semue orang nampak kite je tak :)


Saturday, September 10, 2011, 12:28 PM :
Goin' Crazy - Natalie (Cover: Audio only) writes:



i dedicate this song to you

listen to the lyrics

thats right im goin crazy. its been months and im still stuck with you.
i want you to come back but... i dont want you to leave her for me

yaiyalah..

i love you
remember that :)

herdawati kadir


6:35 AM :
The Script- The Man Who Can't Be Moved W/ Lyrics On Screen writes:




miss you yaiyalah...


6:25 AM :
Krisdayanti - Cobalah Untuk Setia writes:



6:09 AM :
writes:



5:49 AM :
to you writes:

dear mr yaiyalah


it pains to know that you are actually avoiding me now.


why is that so maybe because that you are in contact with my friend


which is totally okay for me


but yeah of coz im sad


but hey people moved on right?


i lied to you and told you that im engaged


wada hella! well i wont know if you you believe me or not


but hell you should be crazy if you did believe me !

haha hmmm wad a disgrace seh when i told her that we are family related and you said no!


WHY NO!
YOU TAKOT WITH HER?!!

well i have no say to you


i am in nobody position to say what you should do.

well maybe it tells it all

you like being with a minah

i dont know why but yeah you like being with a minah..

i have no say la
.. just to tell that dont because that you are tied up with a relationship you wanna forget me


why why why!

but its okay

everything happens for a reason.. bleargh.....


i cant believe its happening to me

yours truly


herdawati kadir


Wednesday, March 16, 2011, 5:15 AM :
writes:

(while typing and sharing these, i myself feel very terrified cause some major signs already shown. Previously someone did shared with me n i find that person some weirdos and i just like any one of us, i do not really take it seriously n ignore it but after signs shown i was totally wrong n wake me up)

YOU DONT HAVE TO BELIEVE ME BUT YOU CAN DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH ON PLANET X AND PLEASE PASS THIS TO YOUR FRIENDS AND THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW TO MAKE THEM AWARE.

Sunni Prospective Of Al-Mahdi, Masseh AD Dajjal(anti-christ),and the predicted of coming of Planet X 2012.

Al-Mahdi has yet to appear and the muslim are awating to Appear.The Prophet(SAW) said:"The world will not come to an end an when from My family(descendant) will appear among the people and rule the justice." Fortunately the Prophet(SAW) provide us with various of signs on the coming of Mahdi to inform about his approach. These signs will be events that will occure of earth. One of the sign that Mahdi is coming is the coming of star(comet) with a luminous tail near earth lighting up the sky and causing sinking of coastal areas.

The Prophet(SAW)"On the 15th of Ramadan, friday night there will a voice(blast) that will awaken the sleep, that will alarm the awake, the noble ladies will come out from their seclusion.THAT DAY WILL BE TOO MANY EARTHQUAKE."

THEREFORE THERE WILL BE THREE MAJOR LANDSLIDES LIKE IT NEVER SEEN BEFORE. ONE IN THE EAST, ONE IN THE WEST AND ONE IN THE ARABIAN PENINSULA. THE EARTH WILL SWALLOW EVERYTHING AS A RESULT, MANY PEOPLE WILL DIE. When these desastrous events takes place, it look like without doubt that technologies, electricities, building and cities, skyscrapers ect.. all will be all destroyed. All human developments will be ease to exist. And guess what believe it or not we gonna back to dark ages.

THE PROPHET (SAW) SAID" AFTER ME THERE WILL A LANDSLIDE IN THE EAST, A LANDSLIDE IN THE WEST AND LANDSLIDE IN THE PENINSULA OF ARABIA". on hearing of this umme salmah said"oh messenger of ALLAH will earth swallow what above it though there are some pious people above it" THE PROPHET(SAW) REPLIED," WHEN THERE IS INHABITANTS EXCEED DOING BAD AND EVIL.

Could this events fortold by Prophet Muhammad (SAW) be the planet X that scientist predicted on 2012.

Continue Reading and u will be shocked.

Allah Says," So Thou Wait for The Day When Heaven A Bring Smoke Manifest Surrounding The People This Is Painful Chastisement".

PROPHET MUHAMAD(SAW) SAID,"THE FINAL HOUR WILL NOT COME UNTIL YOU WILL SEE A SMOKE THAT WILL RISE AND COVER THE WORLD. THE SMOLE WILL EFFECT BOTH BELIEVERS AND NON-BELIEVERS ALIKE REMAINING FOR THE PERIOD OF 40 DAYS AND NIGHT".

Al-Mahdi will appear before the dajjal and the dajjal will appear in the later parts of AL- Mahdi's reign.

PROPHET MUHAMMAD(SAW) SAID," DAJJAL WILL STAY ON THE EARTH FOR 40 DAYS, A DAY LIKE A YEAR, A DAY LIKE A MONTH, A DAY LIKE A WEEK, THE REST OF HIS 37 DAYS WILL BE LIKE OUR DAYS. Now what that means is according to QURAN ( SURA 22 HAJJ, VERSE 47) says: " AND VERILY, A DAY WITH YOUR LORD IS AS A THOUSAND YEARS OF WHAT YOU RECKON". So now 1 day of ALLAH is a 1000 years of ours so this is the calculation,

A Day in Your Lord Is your Thousand Years( SURA Al-Hajj, verse 47)

1 DAY=1000/1=1000YRS

I DAY=1000/12 MON=83.33 YRS

1 DAY=1000/52 WK=19.23 YRS

According to this calculation, it was predicted that dajjal began his secret and deceptive organisation carried by his followers(jews) in britanin back around 900s to 1900 was a span of 1000 years.

Thus dajjal has completed his 1st day like a year.Dajjal then shifted his power to united states on 1917 continuing his organization through united states ubtil 2000 which was a span of 83.33 years. The year where George Bush came into the office. After a year of his presidency the tragedy 9/11 occured.Thus dajjal has completed his 2nd day like a month of period and has shifted his organization and power to where israel. Dajjal has entered, tto his 3rd day like a week period from 9/11/2001 and will last according to the calculation 19.23 yrs which is his 3rd day like a week and will end 2020. Around 2020 where dajjal will actually came to earth physically to earth for the rest of his remaining 37 days to be like our normal days where humans will actually see him as a human being and he will start to rule the world with his deceptive mission accompanied by 70,000 jews.

Some Hadith saud that Al-Mahdi will rule for 7 years while other hadith says that he will rule for 9 years. Althiugh was agreed by muslim scholar that Mahdi will rule 7-9 years and then will pass away afterwards.

The Prophet (saw) said,"BETWEEN THE GREAT WAR AND THE CONQUEST OF THE CITY CONSTANTINOPLE(ISTANBUL) THERE WILL 6YRS, AND DAJJAL WILL APPEAR ON THE 7TH YEAR.

This tell us that dajjal will appear during the 7th year of Mahdi rule. So, if dajjal is going to appear is 2020. Then Iman Mahdi appearance will be appearance should be 2020-7=2013..

ONE OF THE SIGNS THE COMING OF IMAM AMHDI IS THE COMING OF COMET WITH A LUMINOUS TAIL TAHT WILL RISE FRO THE EAST.

Let's ask ourself, could this comet foretold by our Prophet Muhammad(saw) during his lifespan about 1376 years ago be the same planet X that was discovered recently??

COULD BE THE BLAST THAT AWAKE THE SLEEP AND ALERT THE AWAKE BY THE NOISE OF PLANET X??

COULD THE MAJOR LANDSLIDES ON THE COASTAL AREAS FORETOLD BY THE PROPHRT MUHAMMAD(SAW) THAT THE RESULT IN THE DEATH OF MANY PEOPLE BE THE EFFECTS OF PLANET X??

COULD THE SMOKE THAT WILL ARISE AND COVER THE WHOLE WORLD FORETOLD IN THE QU'RAN AND BY THE PROPHET(SAW) BE THE EFFECT ON PLANET X???

COULD THE FIRE THAT WILL ARISE FROM YEMEN AND GATHER THE PEOPLE TO THE APPOINTED PLACE FORETOLD BY THE PROPHET(SAW) BE THE EFFECT OF PLANET X??

COULD ALL DISASTROUS EVENT THAT WILL RESULT IN THE DEATH OF MANY PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD FORETOLD BY PROPHET MUHAMMAD(SAW) BE THE CONSEQUENCES OF PPLANET X THAT WAS RECENTLY DISCOVERED N PREDICTED TO OCCUR ON 2012??

IT WAS SAID THAT WHEN PLANET X ARRIVES ON 2012 IT'S EFFECT WILL CAUSE EARTHQUAKES, LANDSLIDES, TSUNAMI, TORNADO'S, HURRICANCE, ALL VOLCANO'S ALL OVER THE WORLD WILL ERUPT ECT.

AS A RESULT 2/3 OF THE WORLD POPULATION WILL PERISH.

Do research about planet X nad underground, bases and tunnel. The US goverment secret society has build about 120 underground bases all over UNITED STATES. Finf out why and im thinking you already guessed it..

DONT ACT WHEN ITS TOO LATE U'LL STILL HAVE THE CHANCE NOW. YOU DONT HAVE TO BELIEVE ME BUT YOU CAN DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH ON PLANET X AND PLEASE PASS THIS TO YOUR FRIENDS AND THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW TO MAKE THEM AWARE.

THANKS.

LOVES

HERDAWATI KADIR



Sunday, February 13, 2011, 7:11 AM :
Back At One - Brian Mcknight cover writes:



Tuesday, January 18, 2011, 7:30 AM :
writes:

my mom's birthday letter (Jamilah Majid)


hey mom.. its your birthday real soon. and im here still not ready yet.. here's a bday letter from your useless daughter
Herdawati Kadir

mom,
you're a beatiful woman.. why i said that because.. you stood in the sun and do your job to let me go school and have my dinner on the table.. but i didnt appreciate your hardwork. i ran away from home,involve in drugs and worst still i didnt even care about your feelings and didnt realise your efforts and the hardships you and dad went thru.
now its 3 days to your birthday and here,now i have a present to you, i promise to do good and not to add your burdens.. your'e not getting any younger and i wont know when's the last i'll meet you.
im hurt so bad now that i didnt grow up to be what you wanted to be..
im mending my ways now and im trying my best.. i use to say it in the past.. now i wont just say. let my actions prove to you...
mak.. i wanna be your bagedil and all... i miss those times. mak... just so you know.. i miss you so much.. how i wish i could kiss you on the forehead on your very birthday..
no matter what your safety and health will always be in my prayers..
amin

your useless and trouble maker daughter
Herdawati Kadir



Monday, May 24, 2010, 4:26 AM :
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3:38 AM :
writes:


you.. i have to go noww...

but hey..
remember no matter what. you're always in my heart.
i know i didnt show any signs of me missing you when i didnt talk to you..
but i truly do..
im glad that you were here...

you.. please please.. jage diri baek2..
jangan naughty2..

remember our favourite song..

SEZAIRI sezali.
broken
the song tells it all...

im gonna miss you.
miss singing with you..
miss you dg misteri jam 12 with me
miss you suruh i ckp ya iyalah..
i miss you..

haish

im sorry ..
but wait for me. i'll be right back k...

and read my blog. if you miss me.

buhbye shaiful... ida saaayaaaaaaaang shaiful pasal shaiful slalu buat ida ketawe, takotkan,manje2 kan ida... i will never forget you walaupon ini the shortest relationship i have ever been thru. you brighten my saddest days my last days. the days that nobodyy is beside me when icry for that guy..

for now i have to say bye..
but not forever..

i'll come back.......

just for you.


signing out
ida


Wednesday, May 19, 2010, 5:56 PM :
writes:

A wise man thought me not to ASSUME.
assumptions should not BE made.
get the evidence.
ask from the person directly.
because the power of tounge is not just for the good, but it can also create many sins.
you can assume but you should just keep it too yourself until you know that it's the truth.
because things that move around by word of mouth always changes to something worst than what it is started.


thanks aniway azar. :)

for the advice.
aniway im still here.
some family problems should be settled first.
daang.
gtg now drop by again peeps!


Monday, May 17, 2010, 2:00 PM :
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Sunday, May 16, 2010, 12:40 PM :
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im so sick now. sad. i dont know whats bothering. was i crazy to think like that to feel like that. i dont think so. i just dont wanna meet coz its gonna make me cry.

haish for all this time i knew you i cant figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold givin me the cold shoulder...

if there's something tell me..

okay i know i didnt make it again...

i mad you mad and waited again

haish im reaallly sorry i was cryin like hell

everyday thinkin how imma do without you.

you might not feel what i feel. coz you dont feel the same i feel for you

now that its all said and done. i cant believe it.

you were the one who build me up and tear me apart.

what you said when you left made me felt cold and outta breath.

this day this moment.

im so clueless

whats god trying to show me

you took the hammer thru this walls..drag the memories down the hall packed your bag and walk away.. i have nothing left to say..

and when you slam the front door shut

alot others open up but i just cudnt bother

how am i suppose to i cant bear too.

i dont want karma to hit me in the ass.

i love you but i have to..leave.

gosh what now! you're gone..my fault im sorry..feeling like a fool now coz i let you down

now its too late to turn it around. even if i cud how am i suppose too?

i gues this time it really is good bye.

those simple words from you hit me so hard. it turn my whole upside down.

well atleast i know something..

hey remember this?

"i can forget evrything but not your name and bday"

hmm those long long talks.

those days..

i just wont forget.

imma delete tagged soon

i just hope you read this before i go..

i love you

take care and be happy darls

your only paris hilton



Saturday, May 8, 2010, 8:31 PM :
writes:

i miss you! i left 10 days until its really over.







i just want to say... i love you. i miss you. and all. just be happy.:(


Tuesday, May 4, 2010, 9:55 AM :
writes:

farewell
i wont say 'goodbye ,because goodbye makess me sad.
but i will say 'farewell' and be happy for what we had
so many days so many night talking to each other
thinkin to myself "i hope this last forever"
we really never could hide our emotions
we went too deep like the deepest ocean.
i just hope and pray i could find love,
like the love we had...sent from above.
i try not to forget. i try not to dwell
as i walk away and say farewell

Herdawati



Monday, May 3, 2010, 10:52 AM :
writes:

how else on earth can i find a person like you. you really wake me up from MY DREAMLAND and make me think about making my way to THE REAL WORLD


IM GLAD.

in the other hand im afraid you might not want me.

im just not a perfect girl.

i dont think i deserve you.
imma bad girl.

but i learn from mistakes.

haish


Saturday, May 1, 2010, 10:41 AM :
writes:


im wonderin what he thinks about me

the title is
I WAS LUCKY TO POSTPHONE MY TRIP

HEY ALL.. I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE DOIN GOOD..

AFTER 5 MONTHS OF FEELING SO ALONE.
I MET SOMEONE.

AMONG ALL THE SWEETALKERS IN THIS WORLD I KNOW, HE IS SO DIFFERENT
HE SAID THINGS THAT GUYS WONT SAY TO ME.
HE TOLD ME IM SPOILT AND STUFF.
HE DIDNT EVEN SAY A WORD THAT COMFORTED ME AT ALL
NOW THAT'S THE GUY I'VE BEEN SEARCHIN FOR
I WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WHOLE WORLD HOW MUCH I M INTERESTED IN HIM AND WOULD BE THE HAPPIEST GIRL IF HE SAYS HE FELT THE SAME WAY TOO
IM AFARID NOW I MIGHT BE SYIOK-ING SENDIRI..


A SIMPLE LUV FROM HIM AT TAGGED MELTS ME LIKE A CHEESE IN THE OVEN
HAHA FOR REAL
WHEN I GET ALOT OF LUVS FROM OTHER GUYS IN TAGGED ITS JUST DIFFERENT

AM I IN LOVE?
HELL YES..

BUT IS HE FEELING THE SAME WAY?
I DONT THINK SO!


AFRAID..
AFRAID TO SPEAK IT UP
IM AFRAID HE WONT LIKE IT.
AFRAID I MIGHT LOSE HIM AFTER THE CONFESSION

i afraid i might not be his cup of tea.
he said he wud prefer other girls then i do becoz im spoilt
well ..


i may not have the prettiest face or the skinniest waist or the best dressed kinda girl..but i hope its not a offence for me to fall for you

you amaze me. you open my eyes
you dont pretend
evrytime i talk to you i smile. even when you're not jokin coz i imagine how lucky if i was yours
evrytime when i say 'tunggu jap' 'gimme a moment' i was jumping coz you said stuffs that melts me.


im so in love xia.

oh ya that time he 'accompany' me sleep thru the phone.
i was like melting my way to sleep.
ya...i really didnt expect that

what makes me think he feel the same is because he definately want a pretty girl whereas im much much are from pretty .
and he ever said "i would rather be with a minah then you"
on our first talk. and it did dissapoint me a lil but yeah..

i have to accept it.
haha
i cant always get what i want in life. i must learn to wait and apreciate whatever that i get.

i know that he would obviously know that i like him after reading my blog.

with that i would want you to shut ur mouth and not say a word you read here when we're talking.

lastly i want to say sorry

i mean no disrespect.
im sorry if your'e not gonna like it.

and *insert name here*

be mine? haha dream on ida!!


but hey.. never in my life i did think i would find someone so utterly and completely diff

someone who made me feel so real than i can imagine off
someone who touch my heart so profoundly and just gave me whole new reason to
change.




CHEERS AND BEERS
Herdawati


Thursday, April 22, 2010, 11:03 PM :
writes:

hey. supppppppppppppp ya'll...........

hope its doin good there..

today imma have so much fun.. hope so..
aniway tomorrow is gonna be another boring saturday.. i must go out! must must!!! haha..
mierah is a new school now.. all my friends showed me their true colours.. but hey ya'll still my freakos aite. haha..
tomorrow i have two dates! one by my larlink saufi another by my blink blink anis! haha hmm..its drivin me crazzy yaw.. which one? goshhhhhh..

about my "insertnamehere"
i know they heard i was good and they want to try me but no no.. i aint that easy (:
i know i've been too busy but i was thinkin what i wanna do with you...
and still thinking..

haha..

saw barney at mrt yest.. haha so cute la he.. like MATREP! haha totally matrep!!!!

okay after a few hours of waiting atlast i decide to siap now.. okay la got to go.. will update you about my shopping later on.. okay

gotta bounce
ida punt pincher


Thursday, March 11, 2010, 7:08 AM :
writes:

to "you know who you are baby!"

I'm not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through

When it comes to relationships

Don't know what I was missing or why I dont listen

When I told myself that was it

Now here I go, hurt again

Cause of my curiosity

Now that its over

What else could it be he just had to cheat


I made a promise never to settle

Why didn't I keep it?

Cause I hated the heartbreak


Crying and cheating, the fooling around


I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions

Waiting and hoping you call me... never!!

I'm not missing you

You might have had me open

But I must be going because


I got life to do

I know I'm usually hanging on

I used to hate to see you go away..

But this time its different

I don't even feel the distance




Its a shame in a way cause

I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me

Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh


Will my true love ever be?

Why would I go on a search again

When I know what the end will be

What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?


I made a promise never to settle

Why didn't I keep it?


Cause I hated the heartbreak

Crying and cheating, the fooling around



No I can't be with you

Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me

I can't keep going through life

Unaware of what I missed

And the person I could be

Love's good when its right

And when it's left in your memory

All the times I let you down...

it suck!
i dont miss you..




6:21 AM :
writes:

OH MY GOD! OH-SO-FUN DAYYYYY!!!!!!!



yeay.. today had a fun day with my baby gurl mierah!!!!!

she is my bff..!
i love her so so much!!

first.. we went to get my eyebrow done!
then we went to resevoir to release stress... it oh so super fun alright.
there's alo of thing we did today..


what we did:
wished upon a coin a threw in the resevoir
tresspass and put our legs in the water!!

laugh and smiled
she just make my dayy!!

then went to ikea and shopp

was fun okay!
'there's a pakcik motor yang mengatal with us and a mat motor
oh the mat motor was my friend, haha funny dayy!

okay la .. im tired.. bye!!


Saturday, February 27, 2010, 8:04 AM :
writes:

hello people.. im back again with another brand new life.
i miss abang so so much. easy say i miss mama papa ariq and all..

i apologise to all for my mistakes in the past,
im really sorry,

lately ive been dreaming about kiamat
seriosuly.. everytime i tell my mom she says "ure gona die soon"
what ever kan..

aniway..haish im really scared...

know what?

im back too school... and now i changed alot. thks too the people who believe in me this time.
this time its for real. time to play anymore... i regret w my past..

if only i think this way before. i wud have a great future by now. hmm now no time to sit and laze around. i must achieve what i had droppped down and left . how i wish my life i like before.

aniway..
tomrrow nak pegi changi!
yeaaaaaaaaay...... gonna barbecue w my family!!

wohooo.. its been some time since ai last when there.
the last time i went there.... was with abang and all.

gonna have so much fun tomorrow... hhehe..

hehe now talking to bob berok. hehe. ea gile ahh.....

haha.. aniway ammar ai think i already gave up ah.. ur brains are already fully develop u know whats right and whats wrong.. just t say. im fllowink the flow. hehehehe.. k la.

u dont concern my life anymore.

aniway ai m so happy w my life now! hehe so fun.. now i mingle.. ALOT.
besok jmpe abg noridz.. nak hug dea ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe

k la nanti sambung kak sal tgh pakai laptop. see you later.


Sunday, November 8, 2009, 10:21 PM :
i thought it thru i guess this is it writes:

to mr nice guy: ex bf *insert name here*



i thank you for all the support

the love

the care

the sacrifices

the tears

those laughter

those memorable hugs

the present

the comments

the discrimination about my family and myself

the most sincere love i've HAD.

guess it wasnt our fate to be togather.

just move on and look up ida!
guys come and go at ur age

he likes to accuse me without knowing anything.

he do things behind my back and denying

he is a nice guy infront but not inside.

he thinks im stupid

he fakes almost 40% his explanation to me.

i know everything already thx to some of the peole ai know and got to

know.


im feeling stress now. and was busy helping ayah and mira cleaning the

cabinets in the kitchen . he msged me i dint noticed it. the laptop was on.

aiman was using it. called me and saw his msg.

i was taken back. he called me a loser. and post this at his pm "ppl

change after getting wht they rly want"


nari its ur day... nvm.

but its okay ida da biase kene..


guys... haha


funny la.. nvm people! help me to move on. coz this time it suck. 2009 IS JUST NOT MY LUCKY YEAR!



sincerely,
ida ace sachiko



11:48 AM :
insomnia is killing ! fake writes:

hello and welcome back ida haha..
Okay to all people who knows me.. (especially who i cancelled ur appointments las minute)

i would like to actually fit in this short post here too...
i have not been shoting pics like almost a year.. and i
really apologise..
how i wish i cud get a cannon camera for my birthday..
talking about birthday, muhd adi daniel's birthday is
coming soon and he is charmingly turning into a year
old! how cute is dat..
i didnt turn up for my arwah nenek (late grandmother)
kenduri.. because i had to neet someone but she didnt
turn up. i got to know sh is facing some big problems
which i believe i myself cant help her out. but dang if
only i knew that she 's not gonna turn up i wud gladly
go to my family's gathering.
what a waste.
and i feel bad about it okay, but nobody knows it.
i cant blame her for that coz she didnt ask for the
problem she is facing now. unless she act it out so well.
okay next!!!!

i apologise deeply and sincerely.. i didnt do it on purpose . and i've got an explanation for it...


explanation:
im suffering from INSOMNIA (which exactly means sleeping disorder)



that is the reason why i choosed to blog about ,like right now..

clock shows me 3.52 am



and i cant FUCKING GO TO SLEEP..



den around 6 am i'll feel sleepy den i'll sleep until evryone comes home(office hours)



people might not get the picture.. sometimes they get me wrong.

( did i just said sometimes? what i actually mean is ALL OF THE TIME!!)





i cancelled alot of appointments and ,gatherings due to this shitty sickness i'm suffering from





what a luck!



sometimes it makes me feel im born to be an american.. coz when our side of the world is sleeping ,its their time wake up and do their stuff..



haha what a wild and so-not-gonna-happen imagination


okay lets make it simple..



i apologise to all my fellow friends once again for any inconvinience cause on their part.



sleepy now? hell no.. everyone is asleep now. snoring,scratching here and there. but me.. trying to get to bed but what a suffer!!



whoever are in my shoes will understand why and how hard it is to sleep

and to put on a thick face to apologise for this stupid sickness





sincerely



ida ace sachiko


Thursday, September 24, 2009, 5:34 AM :
writes:


hello hello hello semue.. ermm..




how u guys doin ehh? harap2 sume baek2 aje la kannn haha..




hmm ape ni nak gadoh2 lagi? yang sudah tu sudah je laa..




kalau nak fite pon erm... nanak pat internet la.. like whatever like that kan...


haish..




haha aku malas nak masok campur..




pade members2 yang sedie anggek dan sombong slalu.. meh aku kahak kan muke krg.. sumpah aku malas nak layan.. haha


erm.. nampak tegur la iye.. lau taqnak tegur pon.. tak rugi gitu kann.. haha






so babes!! life all this while is kinda hard.. hidup dgn org yang berdue muke ni susah.. haha




me n my guy? hapy go lucky je la kite..




to my sayaaaang fauzi dezzy .. u jangan dengar ni sume or even care lau sape2 cakap pasal u.. just lift ur head up n move on.. u see,they are just jealous dat u are 10 step ahead of them so heck care la babe and enjoy life..




jangan gadoh2.. be a nice person.. dont be anybody's informer. and just do whats best for u aite..




hmm




the rumours aboud me that i have std was SUPERIOR PATHETIC. like heyya people. simply get a life will you? DOUBLE-HEADED-MORON..




WOW.. i was shock but kinda LAUGHED-OUT-LOUD after dat. it didnt even hurt me but it was exactly amusing.. haha






precisely,it was.. like hey come on. isnt there any better off stories? like ,,,,i stole free bread or something? haha




hmm.. funny people in funny world




as for me.. im enjoying every bit of my life right now..
hehe.. erm okay okay okay.
update again some other time.. bye..


Thursday, July 23, 2009, 11:57 AM :
hello a new update for quite some time writes:

true story about me. his happen at bedok. girls beware do not wait for someone alone at bedok 500 plus...

hmm the other day i ton somewhere but my fren yani and rai ton pat bedok.. so after a nite with my guy i went to bedok to meet them.. i overslept seh..

aniway.. when i tron bedok.. i saw them with this guy.. rai told me he saw this guy when they were slacking there.. so i sat and join their "party"..then.. i tot that abang was talking cock so i decided to take a power nap. me n rai took a nap while yani and that abang talk cock.. i woke up.. anod also woke rai up.. telling him dat yani and dat abang takde!!.. i n rai then when to search for yani.. \we searched and searched.. but takde.. we sat down.. then out of no where the both of them (yani and that abang) they told us they went to eat.. but actually something else happened.. then we went back home.. the next day i ton at bedok with my frends then i waited for someone. sampai tertido.. saw that abang again with his friend.. they sat beside me.. asking me.. "amcm....baek?" i replied yes.. then they asked me. where i m heading too then i told him im wating for my fren..then they asked me.. "kau nk kasi kite hp kau atau kau nk kite maen kau" without any hesitation i gave them my phone.. now i have no phone.. i was afraid.. called my guy.. cant get thru.. called my friends..they met me up.. i criedd n cried. the trauma came back.. didnt tell my guy how seriously scared i was.. afraid he might think im givin him problems....


but that was the passed. the moral of the story is dont be a kookoo to wait for the person like a dog just go away. somethiing bad will happen to you


Monday, June 15, 2009, 5:34 AM :
writes:

life has been so much better since i got back home,, now evrything is simple.. i just have to play by the ruless... got a new phone and contact no.!

about werk.. i got a job but i dont know if im qualified u see.. i have not been starting werk evrsince i came.. now what is that? i come to work everyday even after knowing i dont have to cme i did dat becoz i wanna show dem how commited i am and how much i want this job i will try not to make a single mistake.i cant be a oh-so-perfect kinda person. im a human, human make mistake. if u dont make any mistake.. then ure not a human. u must be some kinda god..

shits have been happening but bullshits arent entertain by ida.. hehe.. well ppl who knows me well know what i mean..

im trying to be independent try to get my own pocket money.. im big enuff to be independent. i dont expect my parents money. i know they are financially unstable.. life is like this.. u dont always get what u want.

i have no one to share my problem with.. i have no kak ida,no listening ear..

ppl sometimes call me a bitch if i forget what i say.. for example. the other day there is an misunderstan with my besterest friend,due to wrong info.

its okay if people wanna call me a bitch
coz bitch is a dog, and dog barks. barks are on trees and tress are from nature. and nature is beutiful so yeah thankz for the compliment.

and one last thing to huda. i know u are not happy with me about ur so called oh-so-precious things(ohhhh puhleassssse!) yang hilang at ur house.. im so not gonna entertain it anymore. dont fuck around with me coz when i fuck, i fuck hard. and if u have a group like so called "pangkah ida" or so whatever la kan.. i realise u guys have one ADVANTAGE OVER ME u cn KISS MY ASS BUT I CANT.. hehe.! no offence girls!!!


Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 1:19 AM :
my life lately is suckkkkkkky! writes:

hey peeps assalamualaikum,

life has been like a toilet bowl.. shits have been happening..
like oh my gosh.
i so hate this part right here..
its like im living my nightmare!

i saw my sister the other day.
she scolded me like i was somekind of a idiot. she accuse me of stealing her things.. like hello i can get what i want la. ur things are NOTHING. haha
my friends heard evry singl shit she say. she say im not apart of them it means i have no family.
sadly the moment she say dat. i feel like killing myself..
i was stupid for leaving my foster family they gave me a good ife and ven though how mad they are the wont vulgarise me or throw me like a rubbish like how my family is doing to me. well my other sister said to me on my birthday previously "u can go and rot in hell for what i care."

this is what i asked for and this is what i get. so i wont complaint much. i am stil alive without any help from them not even one of them. why must i ask them for help since they throw me out?

imma be strong now, because i believe things will get better one day..
it may be stormy now.. but i know it wont rain forever



there comes a point of time in life when i have to let go of all the pointless drama
and the people who creates it, and surround myself with people who makes me laugh so hard dat i forgot the bad and focus solely on the good.
after all life is short to be anything but happy. so herdawati..be good


ps shots re currently inavailable. sorry .


Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 3:04 AM :
writes:


Today is superio boring .
lemme tell u dat my 3 months of 2009 is horrible!!
so many things happen.. life isnt like usual now.. everyting is changing around me..
im glad dat i've alreay move on and im in love with someone.. i hope he is sincere with me coz i cant bear losing anyone anymore. once i love dat sumone. till death make me hate him.
i may not be the prettiest girl on earth or perfect on whatever but .. im me.. nobody can change me.
yesterday when back to mom' and place den when to the crossover spend some syok syok time with my sayang.. haha.. he is damn cute seyh. and i im in love with him not for looks or money or sex eh! i love him just for who he is.

i borrowed abanq's camera to shot some mrepek pics! haha.. nak tgk? i kene repair sikit2 la.. so wait up kay!

im happy dat kak sal is happy with her life. i like abanq.. i think he can take care of my sis. he is kind and super funny. kaki gerek la..

baby ace sachiko told me she went to whitesands macdonald to eat and saw my ex. she told me he was trying to relay a msg to her by shouting "pmpan bile laki da kasi love bukan nak appreciate" i ws dissapointed when i heard dat coz he ask to me go away.. when i go awayy already he say i have alot of jantan! like what the hella sehhh bingit2!!! alaa takpe.. like i always do fuck care laa.. ape orang nak ckp ckp ah.. i know im happy with man..(:

IDAMAN. cool kan name kite!

okay to my only beloved guy here's something i created for u. if u are reading this

i wan u to know dat i love truly love u and im telling the world how much u mean to me..
i keep thinkin how much i love talking to you
how good u look when u smile and how much i love when laugh
i daydream obout u off and on
replayin pieces of our convo,laughin at funny things u say or did or shared.
i've memorized your face and the way u look at me i imagine about u sampai kadang2 tersengih sendiri..i sometimes wonder what will happen the next time.
we are togather now and even though neither of us know what the future holds i know something for sure. you are the BEST THING that happened to me and i love you so much taww!
im scared at the same time...i dont want anyone else to have ur HEART,KISS UR LIPS,be in ur arms or BE THE ONE U LOVE.. i dont want anyone to take my place.. not even bobby!
baby imma be the girl dat who worries as you walk away from me the girl who will stand by you through whatever..the girl who is proud to say YOUR'E MINE! AND IM THE GIRL WHO LOVES YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART.

just wanna tell all of u what u wud expect from us..

we wont sit at dirty places where we think bobby will be around.
we talk nonsense 4o percent of the day..
we are open
we are fun to be with

i LOVE MY CRAZY
GOOFY
SOMETIMES STUPID
BUT OH-SO AMAZING BOYFRIEND!
AND IF ITS POSSIBLE I WANT TO PUT SUPER GLUE AT MY HAND SO DAT I CAN HOLD U FOREVER!


wait! i just pput down otp with him! he just reached home. beh like malaz nak bbl seyh dea.. sigh.. i asked him to read and he say "for what?" takpelahh ini kalau la dea nak bace.. kalau dea taq bace korang2 je la bacekan. i just feel im not as special as before. (crying) k la no mood alreay bye! will wait for ur call syg.. bye peeps. shots will be updated soon la.
ida ace sachiko sumpah dea tgh takde mood!!!




Saturday, February 21, 2009, 9:20 PM :
BACK TUHH THE SCENE! writes:


hey peeps! after sooooooooo long. im back! (:

things change, life change n i've changed too

new school new life new environment.


so whats new eh..lemme think first.

okay.


semalam went to kenduri arwah nenek 100 days.i reached lambat ah.

then when i step in the house people will automatically say "ey bagedil da sampai ah"

when i was young i use to have chubby cheecks like bagedil." hmm dats also my fav food taww.


haha


den chatted with my abg2 sdare and kakak2 sdare.


den i went back home.

oh ya before i forget!


happy10th birthday RAUDAH!(my niece)


hmm..


today im goin out at 5! donnow where to go.. hehe..


shots have nt been updated and i apologise. (: i will do it soon. im learning the techniques currently..

spent my weekend with abg aron,his son and my kakak ipar.haha.. best taw how i wish every saturay will be like this.

oh ya JOGOH dOYOH PANJI SEMERANG


im sorry pasal tak dapat hadir.. im on mc. haha tangan patah ,jatuh ahh.. sorry peeps i have some issue about the kumpulan but what ever, who cares...
i live my life on my own. i dont entertain hypocrites!!


to those who hate me get off my page. simple tak? hehe.



LIFE

IS ABOUT TAKING CHANCES,

about doing something everyone say u cudnt do

its about acting GOOFY

its about NOT CARING what other people think.

its about learning to LOVE what u have.

Coz u just have to live ur life,

not caring what they think

AND SHAKE OFF THE DRAMA

and prove to them

that you are better than they think u are. (:


im selfish,impatient and little insecure

I MAKE MISTAKES

im outta control at times

HARD TO HANDLE

but if u cant handle me at my worst

DEN U SURE AS HELL DONT DESERVE ME AT MY BEst(:
TO DEAREST FRIEND WHO ASKED MY ADVICE ON HIS GIRLFRIEND
THIS IS MY ADVICE TO YOU.
u can spend minutes,hours,days ,weeks or even months
over analyzing
a situation.
trying to put the pieces together,
justifying what could've,would've happen
-OR U CAN JUST LEAVE THOSE PIECES ON THE
FLOOR AND JUST MOVE THE FUCK ON. (:
THE ONLY PEOPLE YOU NEES IN UR LIFE ARE THE ONES
THAT PROVE THE NEED U IN THEIRS. SO.
WHAT DYOU THINK?
THINK ABOUT IT.



IDA ACE SACHIKO



Sunday, December 28, 2008, 1:45 AM :
writes:

reply of tags

Baronbro: Eyy lupekan tu jntn sudah.takyah blog pasal dea laa tak fun tau..blog about ur life.best. I love to read abt ur life anwae u are a strong girl I respect dat sis. Good shots u got thr!

ida ace sachiko to Baronbro: thank you so much for the comments! im not dat good on photography currently learning and btw you are?


Lalat ace: Sis..grt blog post u have. Stop posting ant dat guy.ee..and lawa pe ur pics??

ida ace sachiko to lalat ace: wahaha. thankz! about dat guy? okay upon a few request i'll stop! haha. my pics?not dat good improvin. aniway thankz for the comments! thankz bro!

Bboy ayie: Naz bastard guy. I mean boy!! Make my cute sstr mad! Nvrmind u still got us.. Abg won't make u mad. Aniwae gerek blog. And dat guy kene pekaaat pe? Haha aniwae u have abg kay.Kay la adk ku! Mwah

Bboy ayie: Mwah mwah. Love u adek.. Bile nk gy riding dgn abg agy? Helmet adk abg da designn kan.lawa.

ida ace sachiko to Bboy ayie: haha yeah he made me mad. yada yadda. lame la. haha yeah i know my abg2 out there care about me so much. thankz again.. ape yang blog gerek sgt? hha thankz la.hehe pekaat? mane ade, cair je. haha. gy riding? ohh i donnoe if i can! haha..thankz for the design! send me the pic kay?haha


wan awan: im her n i tag ur blog..wakaka..hei!!make sure 2 smile owaes k!

ida ace sachiko to wan awan: yeah u were here coz i pakse kn? pfft!
i always smile abg slalu make m smile. dont worry (:

Iskandar: haha, aman giler ckp btol ker ida ? u sing & the glass will break ?

ida ace sachiko to iskandar.percaye sgt ah pat dea! lame lame lame la he!

aman giler: hahaha ader jealous kaper hahaha adeq adeq..stoink

ida ace sachiko to aman gile: lame doesnt even describe u aman! hahaha

ZAQIA: Sayaaaang, im gonna miss you. And indeed, im missing u now. =D
ZAQIA: Last long aite !

ida ace sachiko to ZAQIA:
thankz zaqia. i miss you too so much tau. hmm u last long too!

aman giler: adeq adeq.. lame lame abg ke tak.. i can make u cry laughing
aman giler: btw adeq .. u may nt sing well but u sure the cutest bubbly gerl abg know

ida ace sachiko to aman giler: make me cry laughin lame lame lame!
mcm phm je i dont sing well . mrepek ah. hahacutest bubbly?hehe thankz for the comment aniwaes. oh please accpt the fact dat im better than u in photography kay
takmu eksyen bagus in evrything haha. lame lame lame!




Friday, December 26, 2008, 3:07 AM :
writes:

The true essence of one's sucess comes from the constant desire to learn from and correct our own failures...If, we contiue to make the same mistakes over and over again while at the same time making excuses for those mistakes and never learn from them, then we have no one to blame but ourselves for the lack of sucess in our daily lives...."For me, failure is not an option, how about you?Today I’m going to breathe in deep, close my eyes and for just this moment… Forgive only me…. Today I’m going to pick my head up, hold it high and smile... Because today I’m alive… Today I’m going to cry only for myself and allow my heart healing… Today I’m not going to worry about anyone’s negative thoughts, opinions as they pertain to me and live up to only my standards… Today for the first time I’m going to work at loving me... And if I wake up tomorrow… I’m going to live it like today

ida ace sachiko







2:53 AM :
writes:

eyh eyh a short story to make up my boring post



*A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When i get to heaven I will ask Jonah." The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him?"


2:13 AM :
writes:

so hello evrbody! whats new? haha

semalm when to pit with my family i mean the whole family tau..(aunties,uncles,bompa,boma,cousins and alll)

fun yknoww we spent the 5 hours there. not many shots were taken due to the fun. sorry

haaha

yesterday dgr misteri jam 12 sorang again.
today sape nak teman ?can just call me up and yknow what to do la kann. (:

ohkay forget to tell u peeps expo hall 6 ade metro 80% sale! to all go thr u can find what u niid. cool shitty, me and family when there semalam. it was open yesterday.
den went to changi vilage makan nasi ayam penyet

abg slept over boma's . and i spend the nitewith uncle talking and viewin ppl profile
den chat with wan awan at msn..

(:

things are goin very fine here.
like i always say.. time is a big healer.

iskandar msged me when i woke up he saed "i read ur blog........................." alot more

so sweet kan he. hmm he send me some recordings of his. nice.

ohh how great friendster is ehh
my friend added me i accpeted it TWICE yknoww

but still cant view

tidak mengapa. haha

today i did nothing. seriously, i woke up,take a bath,eat,chat,watch tevee,den blog. was so bored

bu when i think back eh. atleast i got a life i dont stick my nose at other ppl's life and kaypoh2 and gossip. i do my own stuff
i must admit abg here at home is so much fun.. miss the funnn.

titi and koko slept over our place.. ariq and adik had so much fun

haha

he told me he still want me

wait eh

lemme think about it...... *thinkin*

nope i dont give a damn
sorry how much u want it or whatever ure nt my cup of caramel frapee'

shuk thought me something haha

there's this guy askin me to suck his dick. den i complain to shuk

den he say"eh makcik.. u say kao gy buang ribcage beh isap sndiri ah"

haha he's very funny and cute la.. haha
ade2 je kepale otak si dektu
den he keeps on spouting nonsense like weird2 werds example.
i love you in bangladesh language la mcm2!

haha

den he made me laugh so badd and make me malu gila yknoww

he was like "ahemm saket tekak ahh"
den i went "saket tekak minom clorox ahh"
*den a moment of silent*
"did you just crack a joke ida?"
"yes y?"
okay. den he start his mrepek bein sarcsactic of my stoopid comment

geraaam.

haha

(:
im lookin foward to spend the 2 hours tonight dgn my kawan.
misteri jam 12 la eyhh.

like i said im super bored today
very the very.

pictures will be updated soon. im not dat good sorry eh
im learnin. hehe

okaay buhbye.. hehe.


Monday, December 22, 2008, 5:07 AM :
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